until
he sees fit to answer my letter – in the meantime I shal think of him
as much as I please, though he seems inclined to believe that I have no time
to think of casual beings. But candidly and seriously – I do think of
him, and my prayer is and shall be, that he may be ever bleß’d with
prosperity and happiness – that happiness which shall consist not in any
enjoyment which the world can give, but such as Heavan alone Betsows.
Emily too, I by no means forget – she is indeed dear to me, though I fear
I give her reason to think she is not. I have not written to her in a good while,
but I must plead the same excuse as I did to you. Her dear little children must
be truly interesting to you. Little [ ]-cy (for I suppose that is his name),
must not be allowed to gain all you’re his mother’s affection –
though I presume there is very little danger of this. Tell Emily she may give
as many kisses as she pleases to them for me, and if I was with her I don’t
know but I should eat w/ both her and them.
Cousins Elizabeth and Emma were very much afflicted at the news of their fathe’r
death. They now, however, appear perfectly resigned, and convinced that it was
all right. We really live together as happy as we could wish – for we
are all I believe like sisters to each other, having our dear Aunt for a Mother
and pattern of excellence. I know she feels extremely anxvious to make us useful,
and ornaments to society and I hope we shall not prove wholly unworthy he kindness
and solicitude. Aunt Lincoln and her children, we all love for, very much.
They all send love to you – that Heavan’s blessings may ever attend
you is the prayer of your affectionate daughter.
Mary –
